// Miracles Happen//

Remember when I posted last week about my tita in coma? Well, as she promised; she’s finally awake. Miracles happen and with Faith, you are safe. 

It has been a tough week for us. We drove all the way to San Jose just to see her. It was my first time to almost passed out in an ICU last Saturday; realizing I’m a nurse. It was a different scenario and all that I wanted that day is to wake her up. She was pale, pulseless w/ life support. I thought I won’t see her again. I tried to be tough for my tito and their son. I stopped crying and asked the nurses professionally. I made sure that she’s not giving up. 

Sunday. It was a very fine weather and it’s mother’s day. Another day to see her laying at the cold ICU. It’ll be more emotional but I tried to be tougher for everyone. Surprisingly, she was warmer, stronger pulse and w/ response to pain despite of the sedative infused on her veins. Mom even told me that tita was teary eyed after she greeted her Happy Mother’s Day. Then we left California in the afternoon without proper goodbye to her because I knew that I would see her again.

Then I’ve been in contact every now and then. And finally last Thursday, she finally woke up. ^^

Everybody else were surprised and we’re all happy that she’s finally back. We love you and you’re our inspiration now. You did not give up; and I won’t give up w/ the challenges as well.

// A Big Joke//

So I guess I just started laughing so hard with the official list of Senators. Were the voters so high that they can’t even think straight? WTF, FML. Yes, you can just curse now with this stupid result. 

I’m trying not to be judgmental but how could the more deserving ones didn’t win? WTH!

For sure, I’ll hear more Row 4 stories of my Tito. He’ll probably going to enjoy the silly sessions. —, LOL

I am trying to be strong. Trying to figure out the things in a medical way. Tita, please wake up. We still have a lot of things to do together. I don’t want to break my promise. :’(

She’ll wake up. I know she will. 

“Your tita is in a critical condition” — I almost crushed my car upon hearing this news over the phone. I started bursting in tears trying to hold myself between the traffic.

Still shocked from the news and trying to be strong. If you’re here right now tita, please be strong. You promised to be w/ us here in Nevada. You even told me that my little brother wanted to visit us and celebrate his birthday here. You’re my second mom and I just don’t want to give up. Please hold on. I know you are strong and you know I can’t let go. You’re my like my mom; I share almost everything with you. Please wake up. :( 

Please be strong. I’m coming tomorrow. Please wake up.

Please help me pray for her. I just don’t know what to do if she’s gone too soon. :’(

Chinese action movies are quite incredible. Had a random day actually and that includes watching foreign movies via Netflix. I did start w/ Switched at Birth but I’m getting annoyed w/ Daphne (the deaf one). She’s  deaf which I have to feel sorry for her but I’m more pissed because of her selfishness. I’m for Bay; and always will.

See? The contents from this post are all random. Oh, I just had dinner with weird combination of Potato Salad, Pinakbet and some Ground pork sautéed w/ carrots. Very bizarre craving. That’s why the doctors are wondering if I’m pregnant because yesterday I was nauseated and vomited 3 times during my shift. So I told them that I’m having a PMS right now. 

Well how’s your day sunshine?

So is it ok to go back from blogging? I guess I need to right now as I’ve got a lot of thoughts and stories that I might be going to share. So most likely, I have not checked my blog for months. 

I’ve been busy lately and that I had to be on training for the first 3 mos. which it did start last November. Well I’m almost turning 6 mos. on my new job which means another opportunity to get an increase. LMAO

The rest of my plans should remain private as I don’t want any jinx from telling it in public. 

I also have plans posting my shots here. Again. For real. Well, I hope so.

// The Wedding//

I am of course happy that my cousin finally decided to get married. Finally, 16 years of relationship and they finally tied the knot. I am also thankful that I became a part of the preparation.

Ako naman naging kasama niya sa pagdecide noon aside kay kuya. Kaya magaan ang loob ko. Kahit wala ako sa tabi niya kahapon eh napangiti ko naman siya. Sorry ulit ate kung hindi ako nakadalo. Nagkataon lang na kailangan kong lumipat ng trabaho at that time at under probation pa ako dahil baguhan pa ako sa facility na to. Pero nakabawi naman ako di ba? :) Pero alam kong mas maganda sana kung andyan ako sa tabi mo.

Natutuwa akong napaganda yung wedding pero medyo masama lang ang loob ko na wala man lang family portrait yung angkan namin. Puro sa kabila na lang. Nakakawalang ganda tuloy magbrowse sa Facebook.

Ayun. Magulo ang post na to. Medyo may pagkaBipolar.